Kevin's Random Thoughts
Poop...
It's kind of funny how things turn out. I finally asked that girl out I've wanted to ask out for a while now. She had the audacity to say 'no'. But not fifteen minutes later, I'm talking to some mucho hot chick and got her number. Pretending not to know French payed off (et je comprends juste assez pour flirter).
And I guilted Mike into going out again. WOOHOO! And I won $40. WOOHOO! And BK's steakburger kicks ass (it's all in the grilled onions). WOOHOO! And I'm gonna masturbate when I'm done writting the next sentence. WOOHOO!
Too grown up or not grown up enough...
That's what it boils down too. And I'm right in the middle. I don't feel like I'm common ground with anyone anymore. There's no one I can relate to at this point. It's a pretty alone place.
In Moncton, outside of wrestling, I have nothing in common with my friends, except one.
Someone might say "find new friends", but that's horrible. Just because a part of me grew away from them (or, in a brutally honest way, was never all that close to them), doesn't mean they havn't been there for me or I don't want to be there for them. It's friendships of helping. They help me with so much, and I give back what I can. But I'm missing friendships of fun. Outside of wrestling, I find I don't have a lot of fun with my friends (of course there is an exception of a person, and lots of exceptions of events).
There's no solution. I'm not abandoning people who have ment a lot to me for many years. And I don't make good impressions/trust people enough to start making new friends. I'll just have to deal.
And the person who is the exception to everything is preoccupied with other things at the moment. That's not a knock. I'm happy for him, and proud of him.
America... fuck yeah...
Things I Love...
- fake pro wrestling treated as a sport
- movies with plot and character development
- movies without boobs and things blowing up
- movies with boobs
- Andy
- 17 & 18 year olds
- sex
- sex with 17 & 18 year olds
- All JapanPro Wrestling before the 2000 split
- boobs
- Eddie Guerrero
- Chris Benoit before he stopped caring
- Clovis
- hot chicks
- shows at the O2
- Harvey
- Super Metroid
- Grand Theft Auto III
- Myah, once upon a time... I think...
- Star Wars
- anything Star Wars related
- except episode I
- parties at Jamie's house
- boobs
- cooking
- Spider-Man
- X-Men
- Tubb as a pink Hulk
- Ken Wong
- learning interesting things
- Jesus
- blogging
